I share the naked truth. Accept it, fasten your seat belt or well, you are in the wrong place, no hard feelings and thanks for stopping by.

Truthfully, as illustrated by the incredible length of that video, I struggle to even explain the story of my life and that is okay. Hopefully with time, I will feel more equipped to explain it better.

However, for those who would like a concise version, I encourage you to check out what this blessed stranger wrote. She tells my life story far better than I still can. This article was an honor and to this day and probably forever, it will be a beacon of clarity and progress for me. Feel free to check it out here.

To get a few more kind stranger's take on all the ridiculous things I do, feel free to check out these links.

About me

I think of myself as just a girl. The truth is I am almost thirty but I wake up every day as an 18 year old. Shockingly ;), due to rare side effects from three electroconvulsive treatments during my first psychiatric hospitalization, my memory resets to my first week of college each morning. I spend my days relearning who I am, where I fit in and all the complicated realities of this beautiful world we live in. It's confusing, spectacular, exhausting and exhilarating all at the same time.

I am honored to be alive. I survived a misdiagnosis of bipolar disorder, 21 psychiatric hospitalizations, over 50 medication trials and 4 years of constant suicidality. With the death of my main doctor and the doubt of another, the entire course of my life changed. I was given a second chance.

I am here to love and live the hell out of that second chance.

I am here to dance away my ptsd demons, write my truth, find light in the darkness and celebrate it all no matter if it makes sense or not. Mostly, I am here to love myself and you, get silly, find gratitude and spread as much light as I can while still on this planet I have the privilege to call home.

It is time to end the stigma surrounding mental health and change our perception of beauty. I want to help in any way I can in those efforts.

I am here to spread this:

WE ARE WHOLE

WE ARE BEAUTIFUL.

WE ARE WORTHY.

AND ABOVE ALL, 

WE ARE ALWAYS ENOUGH.

EXACTLY AS WE ARE.

If you made it this far, all I can say is thank you - it's an honor to have you here.